Emo Nick

Anyways, i dont really like LiveJournal much anymore but i suppose ill update a little entry becquse its the cool thing to do. So here is my Entry.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me? or did you ever have a crush on me?
5. have we kissed??? if no, Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When’s the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
16. what is the biggest memory you have of me?

Do that please, ill love you forever... maybe. anyways the new journal ive been using is located at www.xanga.com/emo_nick. So yeah, go and enjoy that.

I need a job... anyone have any ideas or can anyone get me one?

Hey guys and girls whats going on... not to much here, not to much lately at all actually. No shows really comming up other than the miokap reunion show which is on a monday so i dont know if ill go or not... if i wanted to i could but i dont like week-day shows very much at all. Today was decent... dont feel much like making a list of my classes... all of them pretty easy, just abunch of note taking... fun shit, eh? So... south convention is saturday, it should be nice... im taking the mythology test, i think ill do alright i havent reviewed my mythology in awhile so im a bit rusty... ill probably work on it sometime this week. Tomorrow after school and after Nan has skit practice i think we are going job hunting because we both need one... so hopefully ill get one or maybe even a few to choose from :). Ive decided i cant wait til' north covention... days off school... days away from this place... and a little(alot) of fun. Bleh... i really have no more to write about... so i guess i can leave with some lyrics...

"It's to jimmy eat world
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant
you thought this song meant"

OK instead of telling you who that is you have to guess and leave comments... with your answer... 1st one wins... OH Erin cant answer and neither can any of her friends unless you truely dont know who it is...and i realize there is a little clue in one of the entries in my journal.

So nothing to interesting happend today. Went to school, rather uneventful, like usual. I suppose ill give you a small list of my uneventful day because i dunno... i want to?

~1st hour(Chemistry)- Worked on computers...i actually understand the stuff we are doing in chemistry now. Im so proud of myself.
~2nd hour(Latin)- Sat there... listened to people translate... fun shit eh?
~3rd hour(Cons. ED)- Watch a movie on US currency... it wasnt too bad.
~4th hour(Health)- Took notes... discussed things... yeah
~Lunch- Ate alittle, talked to katie.
~5th Hour(Math)- Boring... did homework... thats about it.
~6th Hour(Lit.)- Didnt do much, took a quiz had a sub. thats about it.

Well yeah that was my day. Uhm... i have no plans for tonight because im that damn cool. I suppose ill stay home and listen to Suburban Warfare on 88.3. Every one should listen to it... its an amazingly good radio show put on by Nick Miner. Internet radio for it can be found at www.wqna.org, so no one has an excuse to miss it if they are at home. Anyways, Katie is still sick, which is sad because she isnt going to be able to do anything this weekend and if she can she wont feel well enough to do it. I hope she gets better soon, i hate seeing her sick. Nan and myself may or may not go job hunting sometime this weekend... we really need too, we both need jobs... as ive previously stated about myself in an earlier entry. Hmm, maybe ill have Burger King tonight. Hmm so i think im going to make a list of things i would like for christmas... if you buy me something ill buy you something... consider that.

Blank Cds
Army of Freshman(Beg, Borrow, and Steal)<-->[i think thats the name]
Other random things you think i could use/have fun with.

I guess it wasnt a big list but oh well, it works. But for now im am done rambling about things you probably dont give a shit about. So ill update again sometime. Leave me pretty pretty comments. Byebye

Hey guys, whats going on? NOt to much here. Bored and listening to the new used cd. Ive decided i like it.... alot, its rather amazing. I love it. Im feeling better, thats a good thing. ill be at school tomorrow, although i really dont want to be, its so boring. My birthday was last sunday... yep im 16 go me. Ive decided im going to buy a guitar but dont know what kind or when im going to buy it hopefully soon. I need a job, anyone have any ideas of where... i have a few but the more ideas i have the more chances i have of getting a job. I hate certain people who dont know i hate them and if they did know i think they would be to stupid to understand why i hate them... a few people know who it is. Im about to call Katie, shes sick...its sad. Hmm this is really a pointless entry but oh well... im done now. Byebye. Leave me comments or ill kill you... not really.

New Lay out... yeah... im at home, i didnt feel well this morning and i still feel a little bit sickish. Im tired too, i think ill watch christmas movies sometime today. GAH im tired. Maybe if i dont fall asleep ill make a new user pic for myself... i havent had a new one for awhile. Well thats really all i have to say...kind of pointless, but oh well.

44 days til' christmas bitches!

Well i really didnt want to update but i guess I should because Katie says so... and yes i listen to her because im her bitch. Well anyways Today is my birthday im 16. Yesterday was my party/ the show... many wonderful presents and i thank everyone who got me one. Birthday party was fun, show was amazingly awesome. Katie is so the greatest princess ever... even if it was my crown, she still looked better in it than I did. Well anyways thats all i have so here are a few pictures...

Thats me... on my phone doing something...

Haha she looks so sad... when she was really happy.

 

Thats all i really want to put in here... i stole those from Terrys photo book thingy... i may update with more pictures later... but i really dont know. So for now im done. Byebye

Hey... nothing much is going on here but i felt i needed to update. I hate people who dont understand me... im not that fucking hard to understand... its not like my life is THAT complex... yeah maybe a little weird here and there but not all the time. I hate people who think they are right ALL the time... no one is. We had a discussion in health the other day about where your soul goes when you die, it didnt really get me thinking because i really dont care. I mean im open to like all the ideas of everyones god, but i dont really care whos right or wrong... if we were truely equal no one would. People suck... and i do to... and everyone does at sometime in there life get over it... its the way things go. On a better note i can think of 3 things comming up that could make my mood a semi-happy one...

Nov. 2nd - Katies Birthday
Nov. 6th - My birthday Party... with like a bazillion kids
(Nov.7 - My actual b-day)
Sometime in December- Nan and Myselves christmas party.

Yeah... it should all be fun and rockin'. Alot of shows comming up so try and go to them all maybe... unless you hate people who go to them...then you can go and hang out with me. But im done complaining... Byebye

I lo0o0o0ove Katie

<3

I havent updated in a long ass time...because im starting to find this thing pointless? Yeah, anyways i was bored so i though id update. Last night was Much The Same show... even though most people called it the "Timmys" show. Which is weird, people have a real fucked up way of setting shows up. Last nights line up was The Anti-perspirits, Blueprint 76(i think), Much the Same, and headlining was the Timmys... which is what i dont under stand. The line up SHOULD have been... Anti-perspirits, the timmys, Bluprint 76, then Much the Same headlinging considering they were the biggest band there. It happens like that with alot of shows... The timmys arent even that great anymore, they are so seventh grade... seriously. The have played close to the same set with the same songs almost everytime i see them it gets rather old. Andy saw them for the first time last night... we went out side after like the 3rd song, which was party hat. Its pretty sad... being a band for what 7 or 8 years and have really nothing to show for it except a very few fans, and an EP that wasnt even released on a label. Maybe if they would get new songs or a new cd they could actually do something... but they have like a new song every... year? And after awhile they dont even play it anymore, they go back to the old stuff. So anyways Tonight is Homecomming, fun shit. I still have no idea where we are eating... im sure its applebees though unless rik decides he wants to go to fridays again. Im wearing all black... again, im so hardcore arent i? Any ways people are pissing me off same people as usual but i still dont tell anyone who it is because of reason that id rather not share. Bleh im bored, nothing to do right now and im waiting for rik to get home. Anyways...perhaps ill put pictures on here from homecomming tomorrow. But until then i have no more to update about. Bye.

Today was uneventful for the most part... other than the fact it was Brandon Carnes mother effing b-day. Thats awesome for him, now he is 15! YAY! My early november hat came today ive been waiting for it for awhile, but it hasnt come. My room has finally been moved around to the way i wanted it, it looks nice...i love it. Friday night equals SKI BALL bitches... which is me and terry showing our mad ski ball skills at aladins castle, maybe there will be after plans like a movie or possibly dinner? I hope so. Katie and Julia will be joining us on our hopefully fabulous friday... i dont get out of the house much anymore so im rather excited. I invited tommy but he cant go because of work and other things but oh well.

"And I would die right now...
...Just to hear you say im here"
~Sparechange00

I like this song\band...i have no idea where rik got this cd but its a good one. I think they played at Rise... way back when it wasnt a road. Man i miss that place, nothing compares to it it was truely a wonderful place. Hmm i miss that place as do many people. Well enough going on about random stuff, im going. Later. OH! and leave me a pretty comment to read so i dont get bored when i am alone and i have nothing to do.

This night has been boring as hell... it 2:04 and the highlight of my night is cutting and eating an orange... wow... i also played yahoo hold 'em and listened o dashboard while doing that. But i got sick of the dashboard and turned it off. My life sucks, everything sucks, i cant wait til' i can drive legally by myself, then i can do more stuff and prevent nights like this.

"I wrote a letter the other day, and sent it out oh so far away, i filled it with happiness and sealed it with a heart-felt kiss i tied it to a shooting star i hope by now its where you are..." -The Disfunctions

*Even though no one knows who they are except for maybe 10 people they are amazing.

YOU
(1) Your gender: Male
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: nope
(4) Want to be?: nope
(5) Your birth day: Nov. 7th
(6) Age you act: 15-16
(7) Age you wish you were: 18
(8) Your height: 5 ft 8?
(9) The color of your eyes: Blue
(10) Happy with it?: yep
(11) The color of your hair: Brown
(12) Happy with it?: sometimes
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right
(14) Your living arrangement?: people live in my house...
(27) Your family: mom, dad, brother, bit i mean sister and a few animals
(29) What's your job: Dont know yet
(30) Piercings?: nope
(31) Tattoos?: No
(32) Obsessions?: Music
(35) Do you speak another language? Im learning latin
(36) Have a favorite quote?: alot of them
(37) Do you have a webpage?: my LJ

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: sometimes
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: occasionally
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Some
(41) Do you hate yourself?: No
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: yeah
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Hells yeah
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: being called weird...
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "LOST"
(46) What's your biggest fear?: People
(47) Can you sing: NOt well
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No
(49) Are you a loner?: I could be
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Depends
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Nope
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: im sure there is
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: Im in between the two
(55) Have you got a ?: Yeah... Who are you?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? haha
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: my feet
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: hmm... not beauty
(59) How do you vent?: good?
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: HAHA!
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: I try to forget about it
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Its been decent
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Ignore people...
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My nipples
(65) And least?: Feet
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: ive been told i was... but i dont care really
(67) Are you confident?: depends
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: i dunno
69) Do people know how you feel?: yep
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
(74) Pray?: hell no
(75) Go to church? No
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yep
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes... seriously i do
(78) Take walks in the rain?: I have
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: I Have
(80) Drive?: I have my permit
(81) Like to drive fast?: not really

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: Maybe
(83) Hurt yourself?: no purposly
(84) Been out of the country?: No
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Im sure i have
(86) Burped?: Yep
(87) Been unfaithful?: To?
(88) Been in love?: Dunno
(89) Done drugs?: Caffine, but thats it
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Mayyyyybe
(92) Had a surgery?: Yes
(93) Ran away from home?: No
(94) Played strip poker: HAHA, Julia sucks at it too.
(95) Gotten beaten up?: No
(97) Been picked on?: Yes
(98) Been on stage?: Yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: No
(100) Slept outdoors?: Yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: No
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: haha probably like 34 hours...i dunno
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Yep
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: No
(107) Slept all day?: yes
(108) Killed someone?: actually... :-/
(109) Made out with a stranger?: Nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: Nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: nope
(112) Kissed the same sex?: For money...
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yes
(116) Broken the law?: yes
(117) Met a famous person?: yeah
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yeah...
(146) Stolen anything?: not that i recall
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no...?
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: Yeah
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Not that i remember
(150) Considered religious vocation?: What the...?
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: no
(152) Bungee jumped?: no
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Actually yeah, it was about chuck -e- Cheese

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: etnies, vans, and airwalks
(155) Brand of clothing?: Band shirts, volcom, etnies, dress shirts sometimes.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: not usually
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Jeans, shirt, jacket, and watch.
(159) Wear hats?: Sometimes
(161) Wear make-up?: No
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Shows, Pac Sun, and internet
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: My Jeans and My dayslost shirt
(164) Are you trendy?: Not really...
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: depends...if it required ties then yes.

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yep
(167) Miracles?: depends
(168) Astrology?: Occasionally
(169) Magic?: to a point...
(170) God?: Undecided
(171) Satan?: --^
(172) Santa?: Hells yeah
(173) Ghosts?: yep
(174) Luck?: yeah
(175) Love at first sight?: yes
(176) Yin and Yang?: yeah
(177) Witches?: uhm...no comment
(178) Easter bunny?: Hells yeah
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: fucking lepercahns...
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Yeah

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: No
(183) Do you remember your first love?: no comment
(184) Still love him/her?: no comment
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: alot of stuff
(187) Turn-on?: eyes, how carring the person is
(188) Turn-off?: Smoking, drinking, and bitchyness
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: nope
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: indifferent
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Knowing them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Yeah
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: i dunno... i dont judge on looks
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: many have told me i was
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: everything
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: that one time of the month
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? Oatmeal raison cookies :-D
(208) Are you in love?: Undecided
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: hells yeah

I havent done one of those in a long while so there ya go. Im bored, its saturday night and im doing nothing, i went driving yesterday it was fun, i didnt hit anything...go me. Well i really dont have anything to say so im out. Later.

Today was a rather good day... went to school for 3 hours got outo rallys for lunch with Tommy, Rik, Nan, Max, Bulli, Julia, and of coarse Katie. I had a spicy chicken sandwich(a.K.a a #5), it was yummy. Then I went with Nan to take Katie and Max home. Then after we droped them off we went to Nans house which we beat rik too because we kick ass and Bulli most likely got hungry in riks car so they had to stop for food...Haha. Hung out at The Bulli house for awhile then came home watched tv with tommy, nothing too special, except for when we were watching room raider, hehe that was great. I got my cymbal back from jeff, we traded stuff back i had his tuner... my cymbal is cracked oh well, i was thinking about buying a new one someday anyways. Well i really dont have much more to say i really just updated for some peoples amusement, they know who they are so i dont need to say who they are. OH one more thing, Katie made me oatmeal raison cookies, shes so kick ass, shes the greatest. Im done now.

"this is our war
administer the pill (keep fighting)
before the cell divides (keep marching)
we'll both go down like toy soldiers."
-Thursday

Nothing to eventful has happend so i really dont have much to update about, but im updating because my last update was apparently not good enough? I thought it was just because i didnt have anything to update about then either so i left a pretty song.I wish someone lived by me... Friday and saturday night i was home alone and there was no one to do anything with and i wanted to hang out with someone... Everyone always has plans except me it sucks. I cant wait til' i can actually drive maybe ill be more social like i use to be when people called me and asked me if i wanted to do something. Hmm... i need to talk to a few people who i havent talked to or seen for like a year... well not a year but it seems like forever.

*List of things to do...

• Clean my room
• Move my room around
• Get new tie for dress clothes...either black or grey(leave a comment and tell me what you think.)
• Talk my mom into ordering me the army of freshman cd
• Attempt to do good in school this week
• Be more active
• Do more laundry

I have this new program on my computer where i can record myself playing instuments, its pretty neat but the quality kind of sucks because im using a computer microphone to do it. I moved my drum set in the garage and now i get to play it when i want to because its now pushed against the wall in my room. Ive been cold recently, my room has been cold actually. Ive come to the conclusion that people are stupid... and im not talking about a little amount of people... im talking about the majority of people, i hate it... even though im not perfect or close to it, I atleast have a little common sense. Homecoming is the 16th of october, which is why getting a new tie is on my list of things to get, my parents are having a halloween party that night... i might have people over, but i seriously doubt it, if i do it will only be like a couple people and we would just hang out in my room or something. So i think im done with this... i guess i did have some stuff to update about. Leave me comments so i have somethng to do when im bored. Byebye!

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does

We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you

Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do

My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!

- Story of the Year

I lo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0ove Katie!!!

Thats all.

Last night was rather fun. Andiamos shows are nice i like that place except it was really hot down there. The gunga dins are the only band i watched. For not playing a show in like a year they were amazing. It was so packed they had like no playing room. I hope they start playing more shows it would make me happy, i miss them. It was weird because there were people at that show who havent been to a show since the last gunga dins show last august, it was nice to see everyone there. Other than that not much has been happening the next show that i can think of in spfld is november 6th... the midnight fall cd release show. Im sure one or two will pop up before then... atleast i hope. Julia apparently got kicked in the head last night... i wasnt there i was outside when it happend, shes ok so thats good. Hmm... I really dont have anything else to say so... im done. Later.

So today was a decent day... didnt do much it was rather easy. I got to wear a "Kiss Me Im Hardcore" button because im hardcore like that. I also got a Blue BlueBerry Muffin...yes it was actually Blue... But it was Yummy. Im sick, damn allergies, who wants to help me rid the world of them...wait, thats impossible dammit. So im rather not in a good mood for reasons that arent anyones business really. There have been some good things recently such me and my dad actually talk more often than not now, and new people to talk to, which is always nice. I wish i had the time\patients to actually do homework...i dont mind doing it sometimes but other times im a lazy fucker who just doesnt care... oh well, ill pass. i dont really have much more to write\type. So later.

*Leave more fun comments to read...even if youve already left one.*

This is going to be a rather short and uneventful update... oh well not much has happend anyways. I feel sick and drained... if anyones understands that they know it sucks... Schools been decent i got a B on my math test...first time in liek forever i got higher than a C on one i feel accomplished. Yeah thats really all i have to say. So leave me a comment because comments are fun to read...